Airports Love/Hate

I find myself having such happy and also, not so happy times.

Today was one of those ‘not so happy ones’ or rather ‘not ideal’

My best friend, like THE BESTEST! Friend in the universe has gone back to America. Their name is Hannah and she is solid gold! She is the funniest, kindest, most loving and caring individual, she is just an amazing friend and I have the honour and privilege of loving her and being her boyfriend!

Today she went home and my word it’s a sickening emotion, I feel like I’ve been snapped in half and that I’m missing what make Joshua, Joshua.

It’s also a pretty horrid feeling when you say goodbye at the airport scanners, turning away and walking through the airport knowing they are still near you!! Knowing that on 9+ hours on, you will be speaking to this person many time zones and miles away!!

Jesus would you awaken me! Help me to rely on you! Like only you can do! And would you bring about the day when the gap can be closed :)

ininfinitespace:

Awaken my soul, Oh Lord.

Me: How will I do it?

God: I'll be with you.

"There’s a burning inside me, and I’m in no doubt, some fires never go out."

- Martin Harley, ‘Some Fires’ (via leftthenest)